Life after physical death

- 71 - it. The death of your son is a test of your surrender. You have unfortunately been subjected to this during your life, and see, you are subjected to this again after your death. How should God recompense his rebelling children according to your wishes and wants? He is however not relentless. He always accepts the remorse of culprits. If you had rather accepted the test that the relatively short separation brought you without grumbling, but with humility, and if you had patiently waited until he saw fit to remove you from Earth, the entry into the world you now find yourself in would have been spared you and you would have seen your son immediately; he would have welcomed you with open arms. After this time of separation, you would have had the pleasure of seeing him as someone radiating with joy. What you have done and what you presently do places a barrier between you. Do not believe for a moment that he is lost in the depths of space! No, he is closer to you than you imagine. But an impenetrable vail hides him from you. He can see you and he loves you forever, he sighs about the sad situation your lack of trust in God has placed you in. He wishes with all his heart for the point in time when he will be granted his wish to show himself to you. But this point in time depends entirely on you, namely whether you want to accelerate it or retard it. Pray to God and say with me: ‘Dear God, forgive me for having doubted your justice and your kindness! If you have punished me, I acknowledge that I have deserved it! Please accept my remorse and my subjugation under your will gracefully!’ Mother : You have managed to have a ray of hope light up in my soul! It is like a flash of lightning in the night that surrounds me. Accept my gratitude! I will pray. As God commands! The following account stems from the English medium Grace Cooke (died 1979). Her psychic gifts emerged for the first time when she was twelve years old. Her ability as a clairvoyant, clairaudient and as a deep trance medium lasted for more than 60 years. She entertained contact with a multitude of otherworldly entities and they often asked for her help. She describes such an experience with the following words (16, P. 12): “A married couple had lost their only son, a 14 years old boy, the brother of a 17 years old girl. They all loved one another and they were happy. The young people were promising students and they were amongst the best in their respective classes. The young boy became seriously ill one day. In spite of the fact that everything possible done for him, he went down-hill and eventually died. The family was inconsolable. As religious as they were, they still believed in life after death. But when this tragedy happened, their faith underwent a bitter test. The father’s own words, when he wrote to me, were: ‘I searched and prayed and fervently called upon my creator, but heaven’s doors remained shut. My prayers were not heard, only the cries of my own heart returned to me.’ After months of the worst kind of mental and spiritual anguish, an inner feeling directed him to a church service. He sat on the hindmost pew in the church – a broken man. I was the speaker at this special event and I noticed a spiritual light around this man who was a stranger to me at that time. But my second sight23 (clairvoyance) then showed me the spiritual figure of a youngster who stood close to his father. A telepathic connection ensued between the youngster and myself, but nothing happened at this first encounter. When the church service had come to an end, I made enquiries about the man in the hindmost pew and I made a point of remembering his name. On my journey home I mulled over some of the incidents, when I suddenly heard an unknown voice whisper to me: ‘Please write to my father.’ In my thoughts I answered: ‘To whom shall I write?’ The answer came immediately and I received the name of the man in the church. I had a long day that day and as I was tired, I brushed the affair aside. It completely slipped my mind by next morning. To my slight annoyance, because I was snowed under with domestic chores, he appeared again and 23 She means her clairvoyance.

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