75 We had followed him in our blindness, he now had power over us and he did not allow us to return! We can now imagine how we changed. After many lives on our planet, we had distanced ourselves a long way from the loving, peaceable and cheerful children we once were. We started to kill animals in order to eat them. We discovered fire. We became ever more brutal and we no longer shied away from killing people and to wage wars. We discovered that we could exercise our power over others and we exerted it indeed. You and me also. All of this is behind us now. This is difficult to imagine, but it must have been like that. When we, as souls, were in the hereafter between incarnations, we apparently found it easier to remember where we had come from. We might have exchanged our thoughts and ideas between us and we might have asked ourselves: “How could we leave the homeland of our Father? We had it oh so good there! What joy and love we felt there! This beatitude! We have now distanced ourselves further and further from what we once were. And we burden ourselves even more when we have to live in a physical body. But this cannot be avoided. Isn’t this absolutely terrible? Lucifer reigns over us here. We never thought that he could distance himself so far from God. He invites us to do all kind of evil and he now retains us here in darkness and so far away from God.” One of the souls we sat together with might have cried and said: “I would like to go back. I want to reverse the decision I made at that time. I would dearly like to say to God, our Father, that I am very sorry and that I love him. If only I knew how…” And some of the others - might - have agreed. Dear reader, if you never heard anything like this before, you probably find what I write here very difficult to imagine. Only a few have ever written about this. But those that have done so did not gain this knowledge from this world. These messages clearly come from “the other side”. But if we can assume that this, “our history”, is roughly correct, we will begin to understand more and more.
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