The Great Encounter

- 82 - At the end of the message I heard the following as clearly as they are written in the bible: “SEE, I AMWITH YOU EVERY DAY UNTIL THE END OF THE WORLD AND BEYOND.” Judging by the voice, it could have been CHRIST himself, and judging by the text, I wouldn’t have doubted it. But a theologian once told me: “People with the audacity to assert something like that, should receive a sound thrashing and one should pour a bucket of water over them!“ This is why I still dare to doubt to this day. Even then doubts became noticeable, even thou this was the greatest of all my occult experiences, more fascinating than my astral journey. I just couldn’t be- lieve that such a VOICE, that CHRIST should have talked to me all of a sudden after thousands of years. I contemplated the possibility that it could have been an ANGEL or a MESSENGER of LIGHT. Why should an angel not possess such a VOICE? But I really did believe that I had heard: “DEAR HERBERT, THIS IS JESUS CHRIST TALKING TO YOU.” But I couldn’t attest to this, because of this enormous fact I experienced a complete rapture, so much in fact that I cannot remember every detail exactly. - But GOD is omnipotent, so what are 2,000 years in an eternity? I lived in both worlds Due to my continuous connection with the hereafter, my energy waned. People who didn’t know about my supernatural connection said without prompting that I had an “extraterrestrial” look about me. One could therefore see the mystery about me. I suffered a couple of severe nervous breakdowns and they laid me low. At these times I thought that my time was up and this even before my first line had reached the public. The demons were lurking and used my weakness to attack me. They were like wolves chasing a wounded animal. They ridiculed me and screamed in my ears. They shouted triumphantly: “YOUR SOUL HAS FINALLY LOOSENED UP. IT WILL FLY AWAY ANY MINUTE NOW. YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE THIS NIGHT!” - “ASK GOD TO DELIVER YOU FROM YOUR AGONIES BY TAKING YOU TO HIM.” They kept coming back to the same sentence. With unbelievable perseverance they repeated: “ASK GOD TO DELIVER YOU!” And with the same perseverance I rejected their request. Because of their perseverance I assumed that they were trying to set me a mental trap, and I slowly began to realise just how serious and realistic this metal conflict was becoming.  Under no circumstances should an incarnated person cut his or her life short here on Earth, but instead they should apply and defend their life in pursuing their calling and assignment! It was therefore completely impossible to ask GOD in this respect, to release me from my calling and assignments and to treat me as a special case. It would have been a mental sin to have listened to these unclean spirits, actually synonymous with suicide.

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