The Great Encounter

- 106 - IF HE SHOWS TRUE REMORSE ONE DAY, THE WAY I HAVE SHOWN YOU. 21 HE WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIND PEACE, FOR AS LONG AS “HE “ HAS HELPERS AND HELPER’S HELPERS, WHICH STAND BY “HIM” OVER AGAIN TO DO EVIL. YOU ARE “HIS” HELPERS AND HELPER’S HELPERS SUPPORTING “HIS” CRIMES. BUT YOU SHOULD BE “HIS” HELPERS AND HELPER’S HELPERS AND REALLY HELP “HIM” BY PERFORMING A SA- MARITAN ACT FOR HIM:  DO NOT GIVE “HIM” ANY OPPORTUNITIES TO PERFORM “HIS” CRIMES ANYMORE. REFUSE TO SERVE “HIM”, RENOUNCE “HIS” HELP AND DO NOT BELIEVE “HIS” PROMISES!” A new ability It happened at times that I would be clairaudient for a day and a night and this would make me actually ill. I am convinced that my insomnia alone would have brought about my demise, had I not received some cosmic ENERGY. When I was at the end of my tether, the otherworldly promised to magnetise me. And indeed this is how it continued on all the time. One day I developed a new ability:  I could remember things that had nothing to do with me. It came to pass that in the presence of a gentleman I remembered that I had met a certain lady yesterday and that I had discussed family matters with her. But my memory was not of my own experience, but of the experience of the gentleman I mentioned before! I many instances I remembered things in this way that did not fit in with my own life’s experiences, but were always experienced by other people.  It was impossible to dupe me or to lie to me, because I was partially able to look inside the other’s SOUL COSMOS. In all of these instances I had the feeling of having experienced everything myself. But in spite of this it did turn out that I was dealing with other people’s experiences, people I had mental contact with. An example: One day a refugee came to me, that had allegedly left East Germany for political reasons: He bewailed his terrible plight and told me that because of his political views, he had been severely persecuted. - At an instant I was overcome by an indescribable feeling of noxiousness . It was as if I had eaten some- thing that upset my stomach and a loathsome, peculiar stench entered my nostrils and amplified my noxiousness. I suddenly remembered that some time ago I had carried out all kinds of prohibited activities, which brought the wrath of my fellow man upon me. I was terribly afraid of being arrested and locked up. But this fear was a completely different fear than the one described by the refugee, because I remem- bered quite distinctly that “I” had duped Russian soldiers with Schnapps that I had diluted with water… 21 Compare this to the parable of the “Prodigal son”.